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Allergic ReactionI had labster and in the midnight I got a very bad allergic reaction!! MY whole body had swollen and I was kinda scared.
I never had allergic reaction before, at least not that I remember. Lucky that I had Becky my roommate and best friend with me and accompanied me to the hospital.
I took an injection and now I'm taking pills. My body is so puffy!! =P
What an experience! 收获多多的一天自己偷懒很久没有写日志了。最近正在忙着准备去西班牙留学，学校的申请书已经网上提交了，但是persoanl statement还没写完。
去了一趟北京，请了老师吃饭，推荐信也算是搞掂了。现在就差自己这边的论文和GMAT考试成绩。
今天终于考试报上名了，五月18号中午13:15分，连续四个多小时的考试，真是心急又不想期待。没有几天了，真得得很努力的拼一下，就算我拿不到700分也不能太差。最近的练习题math section全对，但是verbal section错得一塌糊涂，还有作文部分就压根没又开始看过。真不知道该怎么办了。
买了下个月最后一天回家的飞机票。和下个星期的火车票去南昌看Gina.
买了三件衣服，Custo的，蛮好看的。发现现在西班牙的服装品牌正在进军中国，不错。
我觉得事情好多，但是又太乱，总是想偷懒！！
不想想了，还是乖乖的看书，写完我的PS吧！！ Feel like writting todayOh, God. I just realized that I have been both busy and lazy for months. Today I really feel like writting something for my blog although nobody may come and read it.
I can't help wondering all these days why everyday has to pass so quickly. Everyday's routine is waking up, going to work by a crowded bus running on a crowded road, working for eight hours, going back home, grabbing something for supper, entertaining myself with my laptop or a thick GMAT book. All these just bring back all the surprises I had everday when I was still in university, probably not everyday but mostly. How wonderful that was. I keep thinking how many people are living the same life as I do right now. Do they have better ways to find surprises for decorating their lives?
But maybe I should be thankful that I'm now living in a peaceful enviroment. When I'm listening to Anthony Robbins touching speach... 7 days to transform your life.... the life of advantage, the advantage that allows you to see life, feel life from the peak, where you experience that joy, that passion, that juice for living; where your body feels that kind of energy when you wake up in the morning, you can't wait to jump out of the bed and you don't want to go to bed at night Because your life has so much to enjoy... I want you to experience more of that..... I think, yes it is what I want, but easier said than done. I used to be VERY optimism. What happened to me?
I long for a new life style and I know I have to put effort to make it happen. Easier said than done but I still have to do it. Just hope I have enough time to fullfil it before I'm fully sunk.
Alright, finally a  to encourage myself and hope everyone else out there have a brilliant life.To my dear friend Wiston, and foreverMy dear Winston,
When I heard that you had been murdered and passed away. I couldn't beleive what I heard. I couldn't beleive because we had known each other for years, we had talked, laughed, played... I couldn't beleive because I just met you several months ago when you were in Shanghai... I couldn't beleive because I just talked to you weeks ago on MSN... And now you're gone and forever...
You know I cried when I heard about what happened to you, but you can't see that anymore. You just told me that you had bought an apartment and your girlfriend graduated and you two were going to marry soon. Why, why everything goes away so suddenly that I haven't had time to say goodbye. You were too busy with work for the past two years and kind lost yourself in this world. Now what you had worked for you couldn't bring with you.
We really missed you Winston, all of us, your very dear friends. I still got your cell-phone number which I can't call anymore. Your msn account which I can't talk to anymore. And lots of your pics in which you will stay forever.
I have to say thank you because you have told us by yourself that life is so fragile for every one of us. We can't fight with it but to obey it. So in the time we are still alive, we must understand the most important things and chase the most meaningful things. You are one part of our life and we are so happy for having you in our heart.
I know somewhere you can still hear our heart. Let us be together and forever.
Laura Siu 找工作失败记唉，花了一个半月，面试了三次，还写了一次report，到最后等了两个星期，通知我我被拒了。
一个字 郁闷...
不过也算好事，认真准备托福吧，目标可是650啊。还有GMAT，目标可是750啊。苦日子无边际......
ay.... One job, three interviews in one and a half month, and I was even asked to write a long report. After the last interview, I waited for two weeks and then I was informed that they were sorry...
Anyway, maybe it's a good thing for me. Then I can concentrate on preparing TOEFL and GMAT. My goal is: TOEFL 650, GMAT 750. I need to try my best and make painstaking effort!!
When is the end of my suffering...... 生命真的很脆弱。心寒明天就要回上海，我们一家子和爸妈他们的一些朋友一起吃饭，算是为我饯行。
吃饭时有一个三岁的小女孩，很可爱，照平常我都会跟可爱的小孩子玩一会，可是今天有点累，不怎么想讲话。不过实在觉得可爱，带着她的是一对年纪比较大的夫妇，我想应该是外公外婆。可是爸爸妈妈呢为什么没来。当时太累也没怎么想。
回家的时候，想想那个小女孩实在是可爱，就跟妈妈讲说刚才的那个小女孩好可爱啊。我妈妈就说，如果妈妈还在会养的更可爱。我就奇怪了，这话什么意思，如果妈妈还在的话？？难道？我就问我妈什么意思。
我妈说她的妈妈前年死了。天啦，小孩子才三岁，前年妈妈就死了。多可怜，难怪妈妈会这么说。我问我妈妈怎么回事。我妈告诉我说，前年的时候，她爸爸单位分了一套房子，那个时候爸爸在美国做访问学者，家里自己住着一套房，所以想把分的房买了。外公外婆（也就是我爸妈的朋友）刚好又在香港玩，只有奶奶在家。所以就由她妈妈处理。那个时候有人打电话过来说想买房，她妈妈就出去了，但是当天晚上她妈妈没回家，自己的父母不在，媳妇从来不会在外面过夜的一晚上没回来做婆婆的也不管，还是第二天单位的人发现她妈妈没去上班就派人去找了，后来找到的时候已经晚了，发现双手被绑着，脸上被刀划得血肉模糊。
我听完马上眼睛一酸，眼泪忍不住夺眶而出。还有点后悔刚刚没有多跟那个小女孩讲话，她还看了我好多眼呢。
生命真的很脆弱啊。看着或听到自己身边的人离开真的不知道是个什么滋味。
人一生真的很短暂，所以要珍惜生命，要过的开心快乐啊。希望大家都注意安全，希望大家都平平安安。 Feeling different at homeI'm really happy to come back home this time for about one month. I haven't seen my family for more than 8 months. I paid a visit to HK again and met several best friends. Everything's so great except one. I haven't been living at home with my parents for more than 5 years after I graduated from high school and went to university. And now I kinda can't get used to live with them because they seem to still treat me like a kid especially my mom. Living with them make me feel peaceful but still a little uncomfortable. Feel like I won't never grow up. I reject that feeling. I want to be independent as soon as possible.
Although life won't be easy but I still want to live all by myself. I don't want to see them still working hard for supporting me financially. They've been really tired and they need to enjoy their own life now.
I hope to live on my own asap and I will... King KongI watched King Kong last night. I was so sad not touched by the words but the spirit of the gorilla. He looks like a big, a huge monster. But I like him, his eyes full of softness and loneness while looking at Anna. The writer could have made a happy ending but I think the whole story became more beautiful with the sad ending. Just like what Anna said: It's beautiful.
I'm sad about what the people had done to the nature. They brought something among them and finally they killed it and they even found victory in what they had done.
But I still can see the beautiful thing in this story, LOVE. Not matter what kind of love it is, it's pure and it's beautiful. I love to think about it and I wish...... My new bikeSuddenly I'm interested in riding a bike going everywhere close.
You can never imagine how bad Shanghai's traffic is. Yesterday, I went to hospital and there's no bus and subway to there so I took a taxi. It's just about 3km and if I walked, it would have just taken 30 minutes. But I was so stupid and I chose to take a taxi. And I had been stuck in the cars for about 25 minutes. Oh, my goodness, finally, I made a decision which was from that time on, I will ride a bike to everywhere close.
So I bougth a bike. It's about $100 and it can be folded up. It's make of aluminium alloy and it's very light so that I can carry it on into the subway too.
I need more exercises and I love biking now. A good SongThis album was released on 2/22/05 I really like this song “It’s the Nighttime”
It's The Nighttime Album - Nashville Artist - Josh Rouse ExhaustedI never thought I could be such tired. It's raining and I was thinking about taking a taxi. I stood on the sidewalk waving to any of the available taxi, but it's too hard to get a taxi in the raining day. I waited and waited. Twenty minutes past and I got none. Finally, I saw one and he stopped by me, BUT there was some man popped up and hopped in the only available taxi which I had waited for 20 minutes. One hour late when I got to the office. Bad luck today. Sometimes I think I'm too kind to people, but what can I do? Be a bad girl? No, I'm never gonna do that and God's never gonna let me do that. But sometimes it really makes upset, like today. ai...... I'm just going to let it go. Get away, EVIL... Gotta go for a good sleep. Can't stand any longer. Hope you guys a happy weekend! FinallyHaving been busy for a long long time, now finally I can have a breathe. Not because I have some vacation but that I'm gonna quit my job at the end of this month. I can't see any future here. Everyday I have done so many things but if someone ask me what exactly have you done, I can't answer!! I ask myself what achievement I have made. The answer is nothing. Anyhow, I've still learnt something in this company. Like how to deal with so many trifles without getting bored and upset, pay more attention to the relationship between you and your colleague, and be careful and just do your part etc...... Many of my friends have told me that you'll feel totally different being in a company or it's better to say Society of Reality. Although I don't want to believe that but now I have to admit and accept that. That's the reality and we can do nothing about it. But I still believe that although we can't change the world, we can still find a corner of happiness and peace where we can dwell in. And that is what I am working for. From next month I will be at home preparing for GMAT. Pressure still exist and will last for not a short time. We having a saying in chinese which means there is pressure, there is motivation. Self-comfort!! I don't know what is ahead, just cherish today and be prepared for tomorrow...
Back to work again!No fun! After a long vacation, I'm now back to work. This is another ordinary day. I got up a little bit late, and so did my roommate. It's interesting because my roommate always gets up early. And we missed the bus so we took the taxi. Traffic jam again. Every morning is the same! I always wonder why there're so many people on the earth and when would we be able to move to another planet to live so that the traffic condition might be somewhat improved. ai...Can't see the future! The weather is not bad which pleases me a little bit. I really enjoy the sunshine! I'm Leo and I think that's why I like the sun. =) The sky had been weeping for several days and finally I see her smile! Nice! I like myself when I'm happy. Feel like full of energy! I'm trying to fill the US visa form online for my general manager but the website doesn't work out. Anyway, have to try again until I finish. Everyday passes by without any surprise. Life can't be like this! Maybe I should pay more attention to the world. I'm looking forward to the warm weather so that I can go swimming again! That's my hope! back to work now.......... Chinese New Year!Tomorrow will be the Chinese Lunar New Year. There're so many lanterns hanged out on the two sides of one of the main road of the city. Very pretty and filled with festival ambience. We booked a table in a hotel and tomorrow will have dinner with two other families. This year we won't spend the times with the relatives who're in the other city not so far from mine. And I will go to Hongkong to spend the New Year time. One year has gone by. Reviewing the last year, so many feelings come to me. I had experienced different periods of life in only one year. The first half of the year, I was still in the university and in the other half I found a job and started working. At first I was a little unaccommodated to the intense ambience of the company but I had to made myself be able to catch the step of the world. My hometown is in the south of China. I studied in the capital of the country in the north but I'm working now in another city in the east. I'm always moving from one place to another. Although sometimes I feel a little tired in my heart but I like experiece different cultures. China is so large that different area has its own culture. I was born in the central of the country and moved to the south when I was 11 and then spent my four years' university life in the north. Now I'm enjoying the life in east. I hope I can make good use of the coming new year and be happy. Hope you guys be happy always too! Thank you guysIt's been so great to know so many nice people here when I have just started my space. Thank you all for your attention whether you have put down some words or not. And thank you who have even made some comments. Thank your for the words. I hope you guys can often come and have a rest here. Welcome you all and thanks again.
Love the MusicOn MSN Entertainment, I listened so many free songs today! Cool....... I found Matchbox20, Yellowcard, Jet, Vanessa Carlton...... and so many wonderful singers which I haven't paid so much attention to before. How talented they're and I think they must have done very hard work to get such success. I hope I can work harder on fulfilling my dream and can do my work well. Come on, Laura, you can do it! Just keep going and never slack off and give up.
.......I want to upload some pics of myself but it just can't work out. I choose Edit and add photos but the new opened page is always blank. Something wrong with my laptop? Or something wrong with MSN space? Who can help me out of this? God, I got a headache!! >.< The first DayWow.... The first day I opened the new space here. I have my own blogs but here it's different. And I think it's nice. I'm happy and hope I can do this page well enough. I hope I have time to do so. Hope everyone is happy when you see my page. Or hope it can bring you joy.
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I've worked so hard for two weeks burning midnight oil everyday. This morning when I woke up, it was already 9 o'clock. God, I hate working on Saturday but I still have to.
I was trying to kindly argue with him by saying: Sorry sir, but I'm in a hurry for work. Guess what, he answered me surprisedly: Sorry, lady, but I'm in a hurry for plane. Ok, you take it. Kept waiting and oh there was one not very long after the man left with my taxi, BUT there was some lady popped up and hopped in the second available taxi which I had waited for more than 20 minutes. 
This time I didn't even want to argue. Ok, lady, you got it. And then I decided to walk some ahead and change a place. I walked for about one hundred meters ahead and stopped and then I found that some other man was walking torward me and then he just stopped by me trying to take a taxi. 
God, what's happened today!!
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